i don't really have time to post.
nor do i really want to.
what i really want to do... is enjoy this last week of summer. of laying outside, and drinking in the smell of flowers and savoring the feel of the sun warming my skin. of sitting in my favourite chair with my favourite blanket and sipping tea, while i read a book. of loving the feeling of doing absolutely nothing, and just sitting there. of going over to my friend's house in the middle of the day, and having get togethers at night. of sleeping in... yeah i'm gonna miss that. i'm gonna miss you.
cause pretty soon, it's all going to be gone.
and thats going to suck.
but i think... i think this year will be good, if i let it be. "to stop dreading" pfft yeah. it's going to be busy but it's going to be good. since when have i ever gotten away from busy? well since never.
so enjoy it people. cause it's going, going....

GONE.
(Philippians 1:6)

cause really.... this is true, true, absolute love. that Jesus died for us when we hated him. no one could ever love me like You.