paper rain*

thoughts

shorts

hot. sweaty. sticky.

drawing pictures

switchfoot

Julius Caesar

laundry

talks

chats

discussions

fights

learned lessons

air.

complications.

water.

soft hair

math/science

piano

Poulenc (Hymne)

ear training

walks

emails

14

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surviving.

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"i can't stop thinking about it"

"just stop"

"i can't though"

"stop thinking about it"

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I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed

They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw

I think I was blind before I met you

Now I don’t know where I am

I don’t know where I’ve been

But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know

That these things take forever

I especially am slow

But I realize that I need you

And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night

Just to meet me in the morning

And I thought it was strange you said everything changed

You felt as if you had just woke up

And you said “this is the first day of my life

I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you

But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you

And I’d probably be happy”

(First Day of my Life, Bright Eyes)

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"hey, remember me?"

"yea i remember you... walking away."

(something lysha said in a post before)

to those who are lonely.

to those who are rejected.

to those who hate.

to those who are angry.

to those who are bitter.

to those who cry.

i'm praying.

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"it hurts"

"yea i know"

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i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

hey hey nothing new.

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sitting. waiting. wishing.