well good morning, how are you?

hm, the days move on.

it's funny how i never talk to you but when i need to you're always there.

thanks.

i find i get angry at the world cuase it can't give me what i want most.

but then... i remember that what i want most can't be found in this world.

remember, remember.

i want You to be everything to me, through my thoughts and in my life, i want to know Your peace.

i love fall. i always have.

Distant though am I Orange, gold and green Firing Flaming colours surround me-

i should go. i shall leave you with some lyrics. i'm kinda in love with this song. you should go listen to it somewhere, i don't know how, but you should.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

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Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

-The Fray