Thursday, September 29, 2005

Voice Of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of the boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
To the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out his hand
But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. 'Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win"
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
Oh what i would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand befoe a giant
With just a Sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Whishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the gian't calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on tell me
Time and time again "boy, you'll neve win!"
"You'll never win"
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
-Casting Crowns

How do you know God's speaking to you. How do you know if You're hearing Him. Maybe He is speaking to You, because nothing can separate us from Him, not even sin. So maybe He is speaking to you when you think you can't hear Him or find Him at all, but You've just taken that for granted your whole life that you don't really...notice it anymore. I'm not saying you don't notice when God is speaking to you. But when you can't seem to hear Him at all, you wonder if He's speaking to you but you just don't hear it.

There may be something in the way of hearing God. Of hearing His will for your life, of seeing Him. God may be speaking to You, but because there's that thing in Your life thats getting in the way...You choose not to hear Him, because you're scared (or don't want to listen) to what you know He will say. Because you have mixed feelings about that thing that's getting in the way. You know you need to give it up to hear God, to commit yourself and surrender totally to Him. But you don't want it to go. You want it so bad, yet you know it's not right, or that's it distracting you way too much. Maybe that's why you're not hearing God.

It's so easy to get confused, and to go to other things other than God to try to sort out that confusion. So often you try to figure it out yourself ... when God's there. You have the Bible, you can pray. So often we don't trust, we doubt. We think nothing can fix whats happening to us. But that's a lie, and that's something Satan is trying us to believe.

There's a greatness inside of you that God wants to unlock. Focus on your own line, cause you have to have a vision for your amazing race that God has planned for you, before you were even born.

12 Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.
13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead,
14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
15 Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you.
-Philippians 3:12-15

Our call is upward! I have to keep reminding myself that when there's challenges in life we're supposed to meet it, not hate it. It will strengthen my faith, and God has put it in my life for a purpose, and I need to trust.

"and right now ... i think You're whispering."

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Jeremiah 29:11-13

11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
12 Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.
13 And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.

Monday, September 26, 2005

AGH the business of it all

hello!!! sorry i'm hardly posting at all ... school is just so busy right now and everything about school is taking up so much time! lol but i'll try to post on the weekends, lol it all depends. but I hope you guys are having an awesome week! i'll ttyl <3

Monday, September 19, 2005

llamas and sheep are cool

Helloooo my friends. Hows life. I am doing very well ... I'm actually really happy right now and I don't even know why. It's a strange thing indeed. So much happened this past weekend too, life is so busy! A whole bunch of stuff started last week too. lol this year is going to be CRAZY busy. Mondays I have Gr.4 Music History in the morning, and ballet at night. (ballet classes actually started tonight!!!! :D) Tuesdays I'm teaching piano for an hour in the morning, and ballet at night. Wednesdays I'm teaching piano all afternoon. Thursdays I have piano and cello lessons, which takes up the whole morning, and voice lessons at night. Fridays I have coaching gymnastics in the afternoon and babysitting at night. Saturdays I have orchestra and cello quartets/ensembles all morning. Then I race to ballet in the afternoon, and choir right after ballet. And in between all of that I actually have a life and that life is schoolwork. lol it's pretty pathetic for a LIFE. :P ha joking. but anyways

right now ... I am listening to Switchfoot. Their amazing new cd is out!!!!! it's awesome, gah and i still need to buy it! I will have to get to that soon. lol i LOVE the "Stars" song ... it's wonderous. You can actually see the video of "Stars" if you clicketh the link. which is below http://www.switchfoot.com/videosmain.htm
ha i made it nice and easy for you to go to since it goes right to the video section.

hmmm I had a whole bunch of things to say and now i forget what i was going to say. gar i hate it when that happens. ooh tomorrow is FOCUS!!!!! wonderous wonderous of things cause everyone will be there ... hehe everyone :P

oh i might be getting braces! :S it's a horrible thing cause i've never wanted braces and i think they will look awful. i'm not sure when i'm getting them on but the dentist people said that we can book a date, which i think my mom is doing today. nooooooo

ok well i better go cause i have ballet and some vocab and math to do yet. but i'll talk to you guys later! bye <3

Saturday, September 17, 2005

some concernable things

lysha!!!!!! i need some help with the comments things ... i have the haloscan comments on but i don't want the blogger comments on. which is a problem cause when i go to the settings and to the comments section, i put "hide comments" but it hides the haloscan AND the blogger comments but i just want the blogger comments to hide. so yea i'll keep trying to fix it though. anyways bye everyone! oh if everyone could comment on the haloscan commentst that would be great. :D

Friday, September 16, 2005

NEW TEMPLATE

hellooo my fellow friends. welcome to the new blog designed by my friend lysha! it really is wonderous with the turtles and all ... wow lysha thank you thank you i loveth thou. but yes i do have to go but i'm very happy right now cause tomorrow is orchestra and choir (and i get to see chelsea) AND tuesday is FOCUS!!!!! and i get to see lots of people yay for that. cheers everyone <3

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

hmmm

i was going to blog ... but all of a sudden i don't feel like it anymore. plus the fact that i have no inspiration. so bye everyone, have a nice week. :D

Friday, September 09, 2005

things

hey everyone...hows life. school started. thats my life right now. so yay for that. actually thats not really true there's other things in my life right now that are happening! We're actually renovating our garage...well my parents are, lol. so our new schoolroom is in the back of the garage, which we're just finishing up. so we have to move everything from the old schoolroom into the new schoolroom, like the desks and filing cabinets and all that stuff. so we're almost done all of that...ooh did i tell you guys the colour of our schoolroom? there's four walls, and two are yellow, ones green, and the other ones orange. it's pretty splendid looking. i am looking at the orange wall right now...cause the computer is against the orange wall. yes.

Two days ago i went shopping! with my cousin cause she's over, which was fun! i got two shirts from bluenotes cause they had this awesome sale...ones a green shirt and the other ones brown. and i got two beady bracelets that we on sale too which was cool. and two belts from this place they were on for really cheap! ones a camoflage (sp?) one and the other ones green with a white stripe in the middle...yup they're pretty cool.
i just wanted to post this Bible passage that i read doing my devotions the other day...

Philippians 1:27-30

"27 Only let your conduct be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of your affairs, that you stand fast in one spirit, with one mind striving together for the faith of the gospel, 28 and not in any way terrified by your adversaries, which is to them a proof of perdition, but to you of salvation,[d] and that from God. 29 For to you it has been granted on behalf of Christ, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake, 30 having the same conflict which you saw in me and now hear is in me."

hmm i think i have to go now...i have schoolwork to do and music practices and stuff like that. but i'll hope to post again...i won't be posting as often cause i have tons of schoolwork to do and life is just way too busy. but i shall try maybe...once a week. or less i dunno yet. but have a good week peoples! <3

Thursday, September 01, 2005

This Is A Call
She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this
CHORUS
She's calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about
And he tells everyone a story, Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won't ignore him,
Cause that's his biggest fear
And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he's scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
Cause he likes it that way
And he knows, he's so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
Cause he's starting to get nervous
CHORUS
Have you ever felt this way before
Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing's wrong
And thanks for coming, shut the door
And they say some one out there sees us,
Well if you're real, then save me Jesus
Cause I've been this way for far too long
I wasn't meant to feel alone
CHORUS
Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about
Thousand Foot Krutch